Dear Seafoam,

Today you are four years old. Happy Birthday! I hope child services doesn't come and take you away because I've been neglecting you!!

Love,
me

Seriously, dude. I've written fewer entries this year than I used to write in a month. I don't know what's up. Sometimes I feel so behind in my writing, that I don't know where to start to catch up. And other times, well, it just seems silly. Like, what am I doing? I tried going through my archives the other day to find entries I especially liked and found that there weren't many. I feel lame when I don't even enjoy my own writing. But maybe it just feels outdated, like it's not really me anymore. I mean, sometimes I feel like there are too many archives up, like someone will read something and think I still feel that way. But the thing is, while some feelings do last, much of what anyone writes is just in passing, and changes so fast that it's like, why leave it up there?

Maybe I just need to take all the archives down and start over. Maybe Seafoam should be in blog format so I don't feel pressured to write a long entry every time I write anything.

Or maybe I've just gotten tired of writing online. I feel like all the writing "oomph" has left me for now, which sucks.

I'm not sure what to do with this site, but I will figure it out as soon as I can. For now, this baby is on hiatus.

It could be a week, or it could be a month or more. It's just one of those things lurking in the back of my mind, and at least if I say, I'm not writing for a while, then I can stop worrying about it. So... I'm not writing for a while!

I feel like in order to start writing again, I'll probably need to overhaul the design and turn this into something a little different than it's been. So, stay tuned. I'll be back, sooner or later.

For now, I'm writing short little blips on the blog, so feel free to catch me over there, if you like. And if you want an update on when I do start writing again, be sure to join the notify list.